YOU MIGHT GET MARRIED ONE DAY AND GET TO LIVE WITH YOUR BEST FRIEND AND DECORATE YOUR HOME WITH THEM AND DO EVERYTHING TOGETHER LIKE WATCH LATE NIGHT INFORMERCIALS JUST BECAUSE AND SEE THEIR SLEEPY FACE WHEN THEY WAKE UP IN THE MORNING AND HAVE A SECRET HANDSHAKE AND BE REALLY WEIRD WITH THEM AND THEY’LL STILL LOVE YOU NO MATTER WHAT AND IF THE POSSIBILITY OF ALL OF THAT DOESN’T MAKE YOU SMILE IDK WHAT WILL
I could have done so many things by now.. I wasted two years in HS with graphic design and two semesters in college on it when I finally accepted I couldn’t draw and couldn’t see myself sitting on a computer all day, I could have been done with my AA in graphic design working for someone now. I also was gunna drop out of college to do what I had always wanted, nails. Till people talked me out of it because ill never make enough money. I worked for Disney world for a few months, and quit/resigned my internship when I was almost done.. I could have stayed in Florida. Yet here I am almost done with my general Associates degree, when I began in 2011, a year behind, and no idea what I wanna do next… I could have already been done with so many other things. I’m so lost and confused. How do you just decide what you wanna do for the rest of your life? Why does money have to be the deal breaker? Why can’t I be so good at something that I just do that? Where are my talents? Why is growing up and college so stressful? Can you answer that? I can’t.